One... More.... Day.....
Auto response from Theamusek: In the last 24 hours, I have written:
~a two-page handwritten essay on Napoleon
~a three-page handwritten essay on the ideals of the French Revolution
~a four-page typed paper on the trial and execution of Louis XVI
AND
~a fifteen-page typed paper on Robespierre.
I'm feeling very proud of myself right now. :-)
Lord Krantz: You could be the next star of 24!
Hehehe. Krantz makes me laugh. Thanks to all you people who left me encouraging messages and stuff, by the way. I was really scared I wouldn't be able to do it for a while, but your words lifted me up.... okay, I'm kidding. But it was nice to get messages and have the excuse to procrastinate just a teensy bit more.
I wrote damn good papers, too. :-)
Spring Break starts tomorrow after my Acting exam. And thank God for that. The exam I'm not worried about. I know my lines, and I've done good work. When we worked with Doug today he complimented us on what we've done so far, and it was really nice to get that kind of confirmation from him. And I'm in good shape as far as classwork and stuff goes, too, so I'm feeling pretty good. And then tomorrow night Dad and the boys will be here! I'm really excited to see them again. We'll go out to dinner somewhere and it will be great. I've been really homesick recently -- which is weird, because I'm NEVER homesick. But here lately just thinking about hugs from my parents or Jack or Michael makes me all teary-eyed... it's pathetic! :-/ Seriously, I've never gotten like this before. Maybe being with someone I care about so much has opened my eyes to how much I care about all the important people in my life. I mean, two nights ago when Karen called on her way to the hospital, I started shaking I was so worried. And thank goodness she's okay, but that night when I didn't know and I hadn't heard from her at all I couldn't sleep. I was really upset thinking how much I'd hate myself if something happened to her, or to anyone, while I'm here at school. And I felt awful for not just driving straight up there to see her, but then I thought "you know, I have exams." But don't you think that if your best friend in the whole world was dying or something that you'd fail a couple classes to go and be with her? That's all I could think, was that if something was really wrong with Karen and I had stayed here because of school, that I'd never forgive myself. And I hate that I'm stuck down here when stuff's going on with my family and I'm so distanced from it. How am I supposed to be a good sister when I'm never there?? *sigh* I've really been struggling with this lately. So I'm glad I'm going home on Saturday.
Welps, time for me to go get ready for dinner at Olive Garden with the boy. :-) I'm excited!!!
~a two-page handwritten essay on Napoleon
~a three-page handwritten essay on the ideals of the French Revolution
~a four-page typed paper on the trial and execution of Louis XVI
AND
~a fifteen-page typed paper on Robespierre.
I'm feeling very proud of myself right now. :-)
Lord Krantz: You could be the next star of 24!
Hehehe. Krantz makes me laugh. Thanks to all you people who left me encouraging messages and stuff, by the way. I was really scared I wouldn't be able to do it for a while, but your words lifted me up.... okay, I'm kidding. But it was nice to get messages and have the excuse to procrastinate just a teensy bit more.
I wrote damn good papers, too. :-)
Spring Break starts tomorrow after my Acting exam. And thank God for that. The exam I'm not worried about. I know my lines, and I've done good work. When we worked with Doug today he complimented us on what we've done so far, and it was really nice to get that kind of confirmation from him. And I'm in good shape as far as classwork and stuff goes, too, so I'm feeling pretty good. And then tomorrow night Dad and the boys will be here! I'm really excited to see them again. We'll go out to dinner somewhere and it will be great. I've been really homesick recently -- which is weird, because I'm NEVER homesick. But here lately just thinking about hugs from my parents or Jack or Michael makes me all teary-eyed... it's pathetic! :-/ Seriously, I've never gotten like this before. Maybe being with someone I care about so much has opened my eyes to how much I care about all the important people in my life. I mean, two nights ago when Karen called on her way to the hospital, I started shaking I was so worried. And thank goodness she's okay, but that night when I didn't know and I hadn't heard from her at all I couldn't sleep. I was really upset thinking how much I'd hate myself if something happened to her, or to anyone, while I'm here at school. And I felt awful for not just driving straight up there to see her, but then I thought "you know, I have exams." But don't you think that if your best friend in the whole world was dying or something that you'd fail a couple classes to go and be with her? That's all I could think, was that if something was really wrong with Karen and I had stayed here because of school, that I'd never forgive myself. And I hate that I'm stuck down here when stuff's going on with my family and I'm so distanced from it. How am I supposed to be a good sister when I'm never there?? *sigh* I've really been struggling with this lately. So I'm glad I'm going home on Saturday.
Welps, time for me to go get ready for dinner at Olive Garden with the boy. :-) I'm excited!!!
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